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Current Music:Rodney Atkins - These are my people
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Subject:stuff
Time:06:59 pm
The cats haven't been healthy since we brought them home. We're gonna have to take Ellie to the vet AGAIN monday for another check up, and we'll probably have to take in Rampage too. His overall health is okay but his eyes are still puffy for some reason. Girly wont stop sneezing coughing and weezing all night. I love the kitties but I hate having to drop $100 almost weekly on them for medical crap.

I got a call from Prince Telecom this afternoon. They wanted to set up an interview....and I turned it down. For now. It's still too early to jump ship. Tony hasn't started working on his own yet so I still have no idea what the pay is like. I feel kinda stupid for telling them I wasn't interested, but they said I can call back in a few months and try again. Hopefully I didn't make a bad impression...

I watched Youtube l!ve tonight. They showcased the most popular youtube stars during the event, including Brandon Hardesty :) There was lots of dancing and a bunch of crappy singers, and the production wasn't that great. There was a magician guy who used lasers in his bit, but the camera angle was awful and there were shadows cast all over his stage so you could hardly see what he was doing. The event seemed to have a "lets unite and fix the world's problems" message, I thought that was cool. Akon was the closing act...he was the best Youtube could get?

Thanksgiving is next week....yippy. I get to hang out with the family and listen to them argue about petty stuff because everyone in my family is unhappy, so that should be a fun thing to be around. It's really hard to be happy myself sometimes, I'm so used to being unhappy that happiness is often uncomfortable and awkward. Usually when someone is being nice or does something nice for me, I have to question it. Why are they doing this, what do they want from me, does THIS mean THAT...I guess I'm pretty paranoid. It takes me a long time to trust someone:( it gets in the way of friendships and relationships sometimes and people get the wrong impression of me. I come off as cocky or arrogant or just different. I swear sometimes I think I'm autistic.

I've noticed that I've been getting angry at stupid things lately. I always have I guess, sometimes I don't know when to stop. I think it's because I haven't been working out lately. It's been almost three months since I've been to the gym, and a good workout always blows off steam and stress.

Everyone seems to be taking this trip to Japan pretty seriously. We'll see how far this develops....
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Current Music:Hard Man - Mega Man 3
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Subject:Sha la la la life goes on
Time:07:49 pm
I'm starting to feel the itch to move on and find a more fulfilling job. Masterpark has been pretty good to me, probably the best job i've ever had. I have status, seniority, benefits, weekends off and I have a good relationship with my boss so it'll be pretty hard to break away. But I'm starting to feel like less of a man for begging for tips all the time and dragging people's luggage around. I'm also sick of getting up at 3 every morning, working 10 hour days, and going to bed before the PM is in double digits. I haven't seen RAW in months and I fall asleep early even on the weekends so i don't get much night time to hang out with my snot. Tony said he got a job at comcast.....we'll see about that. If it's true then maybe I can get hooked up with a job there after the holidays. If that doesn't work out I'll take the steps to get my CDL. A guy I work with said First Student the school bus company is hiring a bunch of drivers and they even pay for CDL classes which cost upwards of $2000. I don't plan on driving buses very long, just long enough to get the experience and for the free CDL.


Snotty's learning how to knit, I've been addicted to Forza, the cat's are still costing us a fortune, and I've begun buying Christmas gifts, and oh yeah Obama won the election. That's what's been up in a nut shell.
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Current Music:If ur happy and u know it claps ur hands
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Subject:cats
Time:05:33 pm
Current Mood:stressedstressed
Stephanie and I got a couple kitties on saturday. One boy and one girl, both tabbies about 11 weeks old. The first day they came home they seemed to have adjusted pretty well, but the next day a curious thing started creeping up. The boy wouldn't stop sleeping. At first we thought he was just tired and stressed from the move, but 8 hours later we knew something was up. He hasn't eaten anything since the first day and he barely drinks water. Steph took him to the vet yesterday and appearantly they weren't very helpful. They gave her some diarhetic meds and told her to bring the cat back in 24 hours if he didn't start eating. Well, he didn't start eating so we took him to a different vet cuz the first people were pretty douchie. This vet was very friendly and helpful. She said Rampage has a bit of a high temperature of 103, the average is 102.5 so it's not that bad I guess, and he probably has a URI, Upper Respiratory Infection. She wanted to keep the cat overnight to keep an eye on it and run some more tests. I felt comfortable with these people and so did Snaw so he's there right now, sitting in a cage or on his pillow or whatever they're doing to him....He's in good hands. She said she's gonna give him some appetite stimulants and maybe some drugs to help him out. We'll know by tomorrow what's going on with him :( I want this to be over with. Stephanie's lost a lot of sleep and missed a few days of school and i've had a pretty bad attitude at work.
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Subject:Movin out!!!
Time:10:24 pm
Steph and I signed the papers the other day....we're officially tenants starting this weekend. I started packing a few things, nothing big mainly dvds and stuff like that. I don't have much else to pack...it's mostly a clean up effort before I bail outta here. Brian's letting us keep their couch so that's one less thing to worry about. Snot head's gonna want a new one eventually though so I don't expect to have it for very long...that and my lovely king sized bed. She wants that to go as well. Snot. Even though I dreaded not having complete freedom while living here and have basically forgotten what living on my own is like, I'm going to miss a lot of it. I got close to my family again, something I've been meaning to do for awhile and I felt bed for not trying harder to keep in touch with everyone. Matthew (I think i'm gonna start calling him Bruno....dunno why just sounds cool) has improved dramatically in the passed 6 months. He's opened up to the family a little more and is willing to play and be social with people instead of shying away or ignoring like he used to. I'm not as worried about him as I was before but he still has a lot to work on. The girls are in better shape too. I'm glad I could play father figure for them when they needed it and even when they didn't know they needed it. I know the girls are gonna miss me...or will it be Rock Band they truly miss? I'm so excited....I'll get my own t.v. back, my own computer, my own porn, my own bathroom, my own couch, my own kitchen, my own everything. That Stephanie hasn't already claimed.

Random items: I cut off Adam's gym membership. He hasn't paid me once. He wants to be treated like a "grown ass man"? Ok fine, accept responsibility for your own shit. I haven't talked to him since friday, don't think i'll talk to him much either. He threw me under the bus to impress Will....If I wanted to I could tell Tony that he gloats about how Francis wants to screw him, but why would I do that? Either way, the guy's a douche and I'm too old to be held back by dead weight. If he comes and apologizes for telling Will what I said then I'll consider hangin out with him again...but I know he wont do that so I guess that's the end of that.

No Camping. :( It sucks but we weren't really prepared in the first place and we need as much money as possible for the move. There's always next year....

What else....The Seahawks lost today. Oh well it's only the preseason so it doesn't really matter. The real season begins in two weeks. And yes the Seahawks are worth a journal entry.
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Subject:more family drama
Time:08:08 pm
alright so tonight my mom was driving home. She doesn't pay attention to shit and she took a right turn too quickly and popped both tires on the passenger side. Now my dad's pissed and he's about to raise hell. I love it.
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Time:09:58 pm
Current Mood:frustratedfrustrated
Fewer Broken Parts by David Bazan
~~~~~~
If you make a reference to some
trouble that you know
can you help but keep it under control
or should i really re-consider
my reasons for going solo

david burn on bob costess
put it pretty well
but i put it better

i still run the show
and dont you forget it
so i had to let some go
dont think i dont regret it
because i do
and i dont think im better off alone

man i could have, had a big sound
but i love to let my friends down

fewer moving parts make fewer broken pieces
and every other start requires a brand new thesis

one good friend remarks with a rightfully angry jesus, dude! None of us know what to do with you
i in my pride responded i got news for you, none of you have to cuz

i still run the show
and dont you forget it
so i had to let some go
dont think i dont regret it
because i do
and i dont think im better off alone

man we could have made a big sound
but i love to let my good friends down

~~~~~~

it kinda goes perfect with what's goin on in my life right now
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Subject:nothing special to update
Time:05:23 pm
it was really hot this weekend. I got a wicked sunburn at wildwaves and had a great time hangin out with the girls and snaw. Still tired of living here, still tired of listening to my parents fight, still tired of having nothing to do but update my livejournal about nothing. I should clean my room or do the dishes or something.....







nah.
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Current Music:Fast Car - Tracy Chapman
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Subject:it never ends...
Time:07:55 pm
My mom called around to see where they stood in debt, and they're about 20k in the hole. I hate being here listening to them get more and more frustrated about how their getting screwed over and over again by unexpected events... My parents are getting old, they can't keep doing this forever.

I hope Brian and Adri find the home they've been looking for this weekend.
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Current Music:Dreams - Fleetwood Mac
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Subject:condo part 2
Time:08:11 pm
Well not the same condo, but this time it's about my parents. They want to sell the house and buy a condo so they don't have to worry about maintenance all the time. Another water pipe burst under the lawn and it's going to be expensive to replace. The water guys aren't gonna pay for it because they said they didn't cause any new damage to this pipe when they replaced another one last year. So my parents get set back....again. It's always something with them, medical bills, electricity problems, the water heater is leaking so they need to replace that, the list goes on.... When they got thier stimulous checks last month they were excited to head to Reno and forget about thier troubles for awhile....but my mom's retarded and wasn't checking the mail thoroughly enough and ended up throwing away some doctor bills she thought were credit card applications. The hospital was threatening to sue so they had to spend their stimulous check on that instead of vacation. Sometimes I don't blame my dad for being angry at her for stuff like that, even though his frustration shouldn't always be taken out on her. I mean, it's not always taken out on her...he does a pretty good job of keeping things cool when he's mad, but sometimes he blows up. He probably shouldn't bottle it in the way he does. Like right now....he's in the kitchen saying things that I don't really want to hear and acting grouchy. My mom doesn't wanna deal with it so she slipped away into the bedroom. I wish he'd change his philosophys of life :(
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Subject:condo?
Time:04:59 pm
Steph and I looked at Brian's condo today. It was nice nice nice. The living room is big, has a gas fireplace and comes with a free couch woo hoo! The kitchen is eh....big enough for the two of us, but the cabinets are good quality and there's a pantry, a dishwasher, oh and W&D :). Each room has more than enough closet space and both rooms are fairly large. There's a garage to store my beautiful lovely car and an extra parking space for Stephanie outside (jk snaw) :-D. I'm also happy there's a balcony, and a pretty big one at that. Now I can sit outside and listen to the rain fall at night. Yeah I'm lame... either way I'm really happy with what we saw today and I hope they 1. find a place soon and 2. can afford it so they aren't forced to sell the condo.
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