The cats haven't been healthy since we brought them home. We're gonna have to take Ellie to the vet AGAIN monday for another check up, and we'll probably have to take in Rampage too. His overall health is okay but his eyes are still puffy for some reason. Girly wont stop sneezing coughing and weezing all night. I love the kitties but I hate having to drop $100 almost weekly on them for medical crap.
I got a call from Prince Telecom this afternoon. They wanted to set up an interview....and I turned it down. For now. It's still too early to jump ship. Tony hasn't started working on his own yet so I still have no idea what the pay is like. I feel kinda stupid for telling them I wasn't interested, but they said I can call back in a few months and try again. Hopefully I didn't make a bad impression...
I watched Youtube l!ve tonight. They showcased the most popular youtube stars during the event, including Brandon Hardesty :) There was lots of dancing and a bunch of crappy singers, and the production wasn't that great. There was a magician guy who used lasers in his bit, but the camera angle was awful and there were shadows cast all over his stage so you could hardly see what he was doing. The event seemed to have a "lets unite and fix the world's problems" message, I thought that was cool. Akon was the closing act...he was the best Youtube could get?
Thanksgiving is next week....yippy. I get to hang out with the family and listen to them argue about petty stuff because everyone in my family is unhappy, so that should be a fun thing to be around. It's really hard to be happy myself sometimes, I'm so used to being unhappy that happiness is often uncomfortable and awkward. Usually when someone is being nice or does something nice for me, I have to question it. Why are they doing this, what do they want from me, does THIS mean THAT...I guess I'm pretty paranoid. It takes me a long time to trust someone:( it gets in the way of friendships and relationships sometimes and people get the wrong impression of me. I come off as cocky or arrogant or just different. I swear sometimes I think I'm autistic.
I've noticed that I've been getting angry at stupid things lately. I always have I guess, sometimes I don't know when to stop. I think it's because I haven't been working out lately. It's been almost three months since I've been to the gym, and a good workout always blows off steam and stress.
Everyone seems to be taking this trip to Japan pretty seriously. We'll see how far this develops....
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